[Read This] May 16, 2008

when i was writing this, when this thought entered my mind, i was so sure that you’ll read this.  see, i was right.  you are now.

                    

i know you’re going through something nowadays.  i do think this has been on for sometime now.  i know you’re thinking that it will pass.  you are strong and with the help of time, you know days will be brighter again. [i may be wrong with the intensity of your problem. but who cares? a prob is a prob.]

we haven’t known each other yet for so long.  i don’t even exactly know how your mind plays nor how your thought goes.  but don’t hesitate to come to me.  i will gladly listen.  i will happily lend you my ears.  yea, maybe we can talk over coffee.

you might ask why i am telling you this, but before you verbalize that nagging thought, i will answer you now with my non-answer.  i don’t know.  i just had this feeling that you’re a great person and i always had this feeling that i want you to be a friend [the last time i felt this way was toward a really great friend.  one of my bestfriends if i may say. no, don't think i am putting words in the fate's mouth but i will be happy if we take the same path].

boo.  you touched my sensitivity-radar again. [see, i am sensitive in my own ways.]

be ok.

liars go to hell May 15, 2008

Ang Alamat kung Bakit Sinungaling ang
Mga Lalake

Ito nga ba ang alamat kung bakit
nagsisinungalin ang mga lalaki…?

Karpintero itong si Pedro at isang
araw eh gumagawa siya ng isang bahay sa
tabi ng ilog. Sa lakas ng
pagmamartilyo niya eh nalaglag ang
martilyo niya
sa ilog.

Umiyak siya at lumitaw yung guardian
angel niya,

“Tutulungan kita, Pedro”

Sabay lundag sa ilog.

Lumabas ito na me hawak na gold hammer,

“Ito ba ang
martilyo mo?”…

“Hindi po.”

Lundag uli ang anghel at lumitaw na me
silver hammer, “Ito ba?”

“Hindi po.”

Lundag uli sa ilog ang anghel at
lumitaw na me ordinary hammer,

“Ito ba?”

“
Opo!”

Natuwa ang anghel.

“Dahil honest ka, bukod sa martilyo
mo, sa ‘yo na rin ang gold and silver
hammer!”

Makaraan ang ilang araw, naglalakad si
Pedro sa ilog at kasama ang misis
niya. Eh sa katangahan, nalaglag si
misis sa ilog. Iyak si Pedro.

Litaw si
guardian angel.

“Tutulungan kita.”

Sabay lundag sa ilog at ng lumitaw eh
kasama si Diana Zubiri.

“Ito ba ang
misis mo?”

Sagot si Pedro,
“Opo!”

Nagalit si anghel,

“Sinungaling ka. Akala ko pa naman eh
mabait ka.”

Nag-reason-out si Pedro,

“Sorry po, angel… kasi kapag sinabi
kong
‘Hindi’, eh lulundag ka uli sa tubig
at paglitaw mo eh kasama mo si Katrina
Halili. At kapag sinabi ko uli na
hindi siya ang asawa ko, eh lulundag ka
uli at ang tunay na misis ko na ang
kasama mo.

At dahil sa kabaitan ko, eh
ibibigay mo din sa akin sina Diana at
Katrina.

Mahirap lang po ako at hindi
ko kaya ang me tatlong asawa,
kaya ‘Yes’ na lang ang sinagot ko nung
una.”

MORAL OF THE STORY:

Kaya lang naman nagsisinungaling ang
mga lalaki eh for a
good and noble reason.

                                                                         

i saw the post in my friend’s blog. [grabe, b! super thank you sayo. andami kong naisulat sa blog ko these past days.  kasi yung iba sa mga post ko, inspired by your posts. haha!]

anyway, ayun nga, nakita ko ito sa blog nya.  i loved the story.  only that i don’t agree with him with the his moral of the story.  good and noble reasons? my ass! haha.

guys, like girls, lie either because they think it is the right thing to do even if it obviously isn’t or they just want to. screw noble and good reasons.  there are no noble and good reasons to lie. 

the end can’t justify the mean.

so this is cami May 14, 2008

i was reading a friend’s blog [again]. and i was inspired to write another post here [again]. his was about weird secrets.  mine isn’t going to be about secrets but i’m going to retain the ‘weird’ description for the post. 

for those people who have taken the greatest effort to know me, congratulations to you for you already know how unique i am. and you can say ‘bland and plain’ is really out of my portrait.

                      

1.  until this time, i still believe i saw a magical ant during that one time i was eating hershey’s chocolate in the swing.  i was five or six then and being the eldest grand daughter, i had all the attention, the toys and the chocolate.  it was one peaceful afternoon, around two pm and i was in my favorite spot, the swing in my lola’s garage.  as mentioned above, i was eating a bar of hershey’s.  when i took a bite, a piece fell on my lap.  i didn’t take it, i just let that small piece rest there on my shorts while i continued on munching the bar.  that’s when out of nowhere, an ant suddenly appeared near the chocolate.  i swear that ant didn’t crawl from somewhere, it just appeared there out of thin air.  i was so amazed but i was afraid that she’ll eat my chocolate so i hurriedly picked the piece from my lap and put it in my mouth.  in an instant, the ant noticed that there was no chocolate anymore around her vicinity.  and as suddenly and instantly as she came, she disappeared. again, with just a blink of an eye, it disappeared out of thin air.  i swear she really just poofed! disappeared [and didn't crawl out of my line of vision] because i was all eyes on her.  i told that story to my lolo and lola but they didn’t believe me.  nobody did.  now, it’s up to you to judge. 

oh! and i insisted on using feminine pronoun on her because i believe she was a fairy in the form of an ant. 

                         

2. i used to pee on the bed at night when i was still too young.  hey, i was just a kid then! you can’t blame me. the last time was when i was in second grade.  and i can remember that incident to details because i find it funny.  during second grade, my dad received a gift of dart board from a friend.  i used to play with him and mom though saling-ketket lang ako. i couldn’t control my shots then. bad projectile.  needless to say, i wasn’t able to hit the bull’s eye.  in one of my dreams, i was playing the darts.  and like in real life, i hit all the parts of the board, and the wall where it was hanged, but the center.  after a long time of playing, i finally hit home! BULL’S EYE! fifty points.  i was so agitated after that.  but not because i finally hit the spot.  but because the exact moment i hit the bull’s eye in my dream, my pee exploded on the bed.

we bought another mattress again after that.

                          

3.talking bout sleeping, another embarrasing yet really funny incident was rought to me by that unfortunate activity.  it was during my second semester in college.  i took Orcom 104 under madamme inton.  our last requirement for the course was a case study.  i decided to present ours in scrapbook form.  i did all the presentation since i was the one who really wanted to put effort for the project.  the submission was on a monday and my ever reliable groupmates sent me their parts at 12am on that very monday. i was in calamba then. needless to say, i didn’t sleep through the night just so i could finish the project. six o’clock came and it was time to board the bus to school.  i decided to sleep throughout the two hours of journey. and sleep, i did.  in fact, i slept like a log.  normally, when i sleep in the travel, it was just a light sleep and simple movements wake me up.  that time, light sleep was out of the question.  at this point, let me tell you that i was seated on the aisle of a two-seater synthetic leather-covered seat.   while i was sleeping, the bus driver decided to swerve vigorously.  blag! my ass feel on the aisle floor of the bus.  but it wasn’t the weird part yet.  any normal person would suddenly jerk awake after the fall and just as instantly would stand up.  i wasn’t anything close to normal because i didn’t jerk awake nor did i stand up.  people seating behind and the guy seating beside me scooped me up from the floor, trying to put me back on the seat.  hahaha!

i was half-awake during all those times the guys tried to scoop me up. to describe it more clearly, do you know how you heavily sleep on your bed at night that when somebody tried to wake you up, you just mumble incomprehensively? you know someone’s waking you up but you badly want to sleep that you just mumble something that meant to throw them away. that’s how i felt during my fall.

                     

4. i have this mirror in my room that i love so, so, so much.  why? because whenever i look at myself into it, no matter when, no matter what i am wearing, i always look beautiful,  i always feel beautiful. hahaha! sorry naman.  is it about the light? or what?

                        

5. at times, i feel insecure about my looks.  am i not presentable enough? do i look balnd and plain? am i the ugliest? hahaha! but you can never, ever make me feel bad by attacking my intellect. 

                 

6. i like intellectual guys more than hunks.

                    

this is just an appetizer. haha! talk with me if you want the main dish and the dessert.♥ 

remembering the fun days May 14, 2008

Got this from Gia’s blog.  laughtrip!

1. Masaya ka kapag naglalaro ka ng Tex at Pog. Kadalasan ang design dito ay yung mga palabas sa TV, mga drama o kaya anime, may dialogue pa. lol.
- haha! yea.  i remember the coke’s collection.  tas palakasan ng bato.  kapag nawala sa pile yung pog, sayo na yun.  lagi naman akong talo kasi guys yung kalaro ko nito. pero ok lang kasi may supply ako ng pogs.  i steal from my cousins. haha! tas yung text, i collected those wityh cute visuals but i never learned how to play it.

2. May comics pa ang bazooka. Kahit di mo maintindihan yung Fortune Cookie sa huli ay collection mo pa rin yund.
-  haha! one of my fave gums yung bazooka before i got to know judge.  we collected the comics. sometimes we trade it pa kung meron na kami nun sa collection namin.

3. Uso pa yung tirador, yung gawa talaga sa sanga ng puno.
-  yea.  i remember my lolo’s tirador.  ang laki nya tas orange yung string.  he mainly used it sa mga nagnanakaw ng mangga sa puno namin tsaka sa mga kambing na kinakain yung mga pananim nya.  how i miss my lolo.

4. Ang mga babae naglalaro ng paper dolls na tigpipiso bawat isang set sa sari-sari store.
- yea. padamihan ng damit.  ingat na ingat pa kami nun kasi napupunit yung damit.  tas anlayo pa nung bilihan noon from our house.  sometimes, we also trade clothes of our paper dolls.  but usually, you couldn’t use another doll’s clothes for the other paper dolls kasi yung damit,  nakapattern sa angle ng kamay at binti nung doll.  so pag ginamit mo yung dress sa ibang doll, minsan nagiging apat yung kamay nung doll mo. haha!

5. Kung lalake ka, siguradong may pellet gun ka.
- i had a pellet gun. kaming tatlo nung dad and bro ko.  tas ang ginagawa naming target, yung mukha nung mgatao sa dyaryo.  =)

6. Humihingi ka ng dalawang piso sa magulang mo para maglaro ng video arcade sa sari-sari store. Favorite mo yung Sonic, Mario at Street Fighter at Tetris.
- haha! never akong naglaro sa arcade nung bata ako ee. family computer nilalaro ko. =)

7. Nagwa-watusi ka kapag New Year kahit pinapagalitan ka ng nanay mo.
- yea. hanggang ngayon, may tira pa ako nung isang plastic ng watusi sa memorabilia box ko. haha!

8. Meron kang sapatos na umiilaw yung swelas kapag iniaapak mo. Mas sikat kung iba-iba yung kulay.
- yea. i was in grade one then.  power rangers pa yung cartoon na naka-adorn  sa sandals ko.  binili ng dada ko sa SM.

9. Merong at least isang Chicago Bulls na shirt sa bahay nyo. Madalas number 23 pa yung nakalagay.
- hmm, this one, pass ako.  never really liked Michael Jordan.

10. Pinapatulog ka ng yaya/nanay mo tuwing tanghali o hapon para raw lumaki. Hindi na kasi pinapatulog ang mga bata ngayon tuwing tanghali di tulad nung panahon natin.
- haha! yea. enemies kami nung yaya ko every siesta time.  tas i remember, kinukurot ako ng mom ko sa butt kasi ayaw kong matulog.  pero matutulog din ako kapag pinapili na ako kung aral o tulog. tulog siempre!

11. Sinasabihan ka ng matatanda na may lalabas na pari o bigas sa sugat mo kapag hindi nilagyan ng alcohol pero in the end, betadine lang ang magpapatahimik sa inyo.
- oh? me ganun? ayaw ko ng alcohol but i had no choice so i do let them put alcohol and  betadine in my sugat. 

12. Kung babae ka, nagkaroon ka ng butterfly hairclips/rings.
- yea.  but i only had one kasi di naman talaga ako natuwa sa kanya kasi si jolina ang nagpauso nito but since meron lahat ng classmates ko, dapat meron din ako. haha! 

13. Kung medyo may pera ang pamilya nyo, nagpabili ka ng Polly Pocket.
- walang pera pamilya ko. haha! barbies lang ang meron ako. 

14. Naglalagay ka ng Kisses (yung mabango) sa pencil case mo, o kaya sa isang lalagyan na may bulak, alcohol at tinutusok ng karayom para mabilis manganak.
- yea.  iba’t-ibang kulay pa.  piso isang pack nito ee. 

15. May free stickers ng Disney movies sa loob ng Maggi noodles.
- yea! pero never naman ako nafascinate sa stickers when i was a kid so no care lang ako sa kanya.

16. Pinapatunog mo yung takip ng Gatorade.
- never had a chance. try ko nga mamaya

17. Ang mga stationeries na uso: Papemelroti, Tsukuba, Sashikibuta. Pwedeng ibenta, pwedeng trade lang.
- yea! one of the crazes when i was in elem.  padamihan kami noon.  tas pati mom ko, every time na uuwi sya from the mall, may dala syang several packs of stationaries for me. =) ngayon meron pa rin ako nito.  nakatago na lang.  para kasing ang baduy kapag gumawa ka ng letter using those stationaries.

18. Pampalipas oras mo dati ang paglalaro ng Brick Game, at swerte yung mga may
advanced version na may tumatagos na blocks para mapuno na yung gap sa loob. Mas advanced ka kung Tamagotchi ang nilalaro mo. Pinapakain mo, pinapatulog mo, at inililibing mo kung namatay na. At kung talagang kaya nyong bumili, Game Boy ang sayo. Pero kung wala ka talaga, yung laruan na lang na may tubig sa loob tapos dapat ma-shoot mo yung mga bilog sa stick na maliit.
- i had brick games and nintendo pero wala akong tamagochi.  di ko nakita yung sense noon ee. isa pa, batang probinsya ako, di nauso sa amin to. =) yung brick games, tuwang-tuwa ako dito noon. agawan kami dito nung yaya ko. haha! tas yung nintendo, bugs bunny yung lagi kong nilalaro. =) meron din ako nung shootshoot the rings. pero di sya masyadong masaya ee.

19. Bago magsimula ang klase, nakikilaro ka muna sa 10-20, jackstone, langit lupa, ice water, taguan, dr. quack quack, tumbang preso, pepsi seven up at agawan base. Di bale nang madumi na ang uniform mo pagpasok ng classroom.
- haha! after classes kami naglalaro tsaka kapag breaktime.  or kapag may program sa school at walang teachers.  i remember, there was a time na even guys, naglalaro na din ng jackstone nung grade six ako.  they had their own circle tas super competitive nila. haha! tas andami naming version nung ice water. tas twenty kami sa isang game so kawawa talaga yung taya. haha! dun sa chinese garter and ten-twenty, di ko na maabot yung kilikili. haha!

20. Sinasabi mo sa kaklase mo na “Liars go to hell” kapag tingin mo nagsisinungaling sya. “Cross my heart, hope to die” kapag nangangako ka. “Period no erase” kapag gusto mo walang kumontra sayo. Kaya lang wala kang lusot kapag sinabi ng kaklase mo na “Akin yung factory ng pambura”.
- haha! di uso sa amin yung “akin yung factory ng eraser.” yung iba, oo, andaming beses kong sinabi yun. may bago na akong version ng cross my heart ngayon ee. =)

21. Sikat ka pag ang pencil case mo nabubuksan sa dalawang side tapos maraming
attachments like magnifying lens, book stand, compartments na maliliit tapos push button pa. Minsan sa ibabaw ng pencil case meron pang maze, may maliit na silver na bola tapos itatagilid mo yung pencil case para gumulong yun, hanggang sa matapos yung maze.
- yea! super distraction to.  tuwang tuwa kapag may ipinapakopya yung teacher tas we display the pencil case in front of our seat para kita ng lahat na may ganun kaming pencil case. haha!

22. Di ka baduy kung ang notebook mo nung elementary ay may mukha ng artista.
- eew! yuck yung mga arrtista na notebook cover ee.

23. Sa coolman mo inilalagay ang tubig na baon mo sa school.
- i hate bringing binalot and coleman to school. nahihirapan ako magdala ee. anlaki kasi sooper nung bag ko. =)

24. Nagpabili ka ng Baby-G sa magulang mo.
- it was my fourth grade’s watch.  christmas gift ng mom ko. =) 

25. Elementary ka nung nauso ang pager. Yun pa ang pinapangarap ng mga bata, hindi pa cell phone.
- haha! i didn’t care about the pager.  cellphone ang gusto ko. =)

26. Meron ka pa rin ng pinakamalaking cell phone na nakatago na ngayon sa mga kahon.
- haha! my first cellphone was a bosch na gift sa akin nung grade six ako.  pero wala na sya sa akin ngayon.  ipinamigay ko ata sa pinsan ko.

27. Wala pang PS/PS2, XBox, Wii, atbp. noon. Family Computer pa lang, yung cartridge yung bala. Usong laro ang Mario Bros., Battle City at Rambo.
- family computer! haha! mario and bomber man yung games ko noon. di ko natapos yung adventure ni mario, though.

28. Meron ka ng isa sa mga ito: Family Computer, Nintendo, Sega, roller blades, brick game, Tamagochi, Swatch Watch w/ matching guard, Troll collection.
- i had a family computer! yun ngang mario and bomber man ang game ko.  tas i also had nintendo na super laki at bigat.  cousin ko lang yung may sega pero i got to play games din dun. brick game, kaagaw ko yung yaya ko. at mga pinsan. haha! TROLL! haha! i loved it! kahit mukha silang monsters na ewan.  didn’t have tamagochi and Swatch Watch.

29. Alam mo ang mga linyang ito sa mga kanta: “Natatawa ako, hi hi hi hi”, “Anong paki mo sa long hair ko”, “Dahil sa bawal na gamot”, “Mga kababayan ko, bilib ako sa kulay ko”.
- haha! yea! alam na alam ko tong mga songs nato.  well, maliban dun sa “dahil sa bawal na gamot,” nung high school ko lang nalaman tong song na ito ee kasi may isang episode sa “magpakailanman” ni Mel Tiangco na napanood ko at ng mga klasmeyts ko.  the next day, song na ito sa room. haha!

30. Isa dito ay theme song mo: “I Swear” by All 4 One, “What’s Up” by 4 Non Blondes (And I say, Hey ey ey ey ey ey. I said hey, What’s goin on!), “Zombie” by Cranberries.
- i swear, by the moon and the stars from above. i swear.. haha! and i say, hey ey ey ey ey. i said hey, what’s going on? haha! Zombie, zombie, eh eh eh.

31. Sumasayaw ka ng Macarena.
- grade one ata ako nito. pati yung bombastik. haha!

32. Alam mo ang kanta ng Spice Girls at may favorite ka sa kanila. Kung fan ka talaga, may poster ka pa at casette tape ka pa nila.
- YEA! haha! tas may VHS copies pa ako nung tours nila. haha!

33. Malamang ay naging fanatic ka ng isa sa mga sumikat na boy bands.
- haha! backstreet boys, nsync, westlife, moffats. haha! name it!

34. Ang tinutugtog lagi sa radyo ay mga kanta ng mga banda gaya ng Eraserheads, Parokya ni Edgar nung nagpapalda pa lang sila, Alamid, Rivermaya, True Faith, The Youth, Afterimage at kung anu-ano pang pinoy bands.
- gusto ko ng pizza pie! tama na yan, inuman na. wagmo na akong pahirapan pa. elesi. smile. haha!

35. Tape pa ang uso, di CD or MP3 players. Pag gusto mo yung kanta kailangan tantyahin mo kung ilang seconds i-rewind yun para mabilis paulit-ulitin.
- yea! nasisira ko yung karaoke namin dahil dito! haha! tas di ko alam kung ano yung tamang side. haha!

36. Kinakanta nyo dati sa school yung “Heal the World”, “Tell the World of His Love”, “Jubilee Song”, etc.
- yung “tell the word of his love”, kanta namin nung graduation nung prep. with actions pa.  di ko na maalaala yung actions pero alam ko pa yung whole song. haha! tas nung grade six, “jubillee song” naman yung kinakanta every morning sa flag ceremony namin. with actions din.  sa sobrang haba nung flag ceremony, tapos na yung half nung first period bago kami makabalik sa classroom from quadrangle. haha!

37. Nanonood ka dati ng Power Rangers, Captain Planet o Ninja Turtles. Nagkukunyari pa kayo ng mga kaibigan mo na kayo yun at nagkakasipaan kayo.
- i loved Mighty Morphin Power Rangers! yung yung first robot ko.  nanood din ako ng shaider at mask raider black! pati ultraman! haha! tsak captain planet. captain planet, he is the hero. haha!

38. Di ka papagalitan ng magulang kahit magbabad ka sa TV, basta ang pinapanood mo ay Hiraya Manawari, Bayani at Sine Skwela, kung saan nakilala mo sila Teacher Waki, Ugat Puno, Palikpik, at ang buong barkada nila lalo na kapag nakasakay sila sa space ship o sa jeep na lumilipad.
- haha! i loved hiraya manawari. ating abutin ang tuktok ng bundok, abutin ang hiwagang sa puso mo’y bumabalot. hiraya manawari, mga pangarap natin, ating abutin. ang kapangyarihan nasa puso natin. hiraya manawari, hiraya manawari, ating abutin.

39. Sinubaybayan mo ang Ghost Fighter at ang Dragon Ball. Naging favorite mo si Eugene at si Goku.
- Ghost Fighter! woohoo. haha! yung dragon ball, di ko nasundan.  nalilito ako ee.

40. Niloloko mo yung theme song ng Voltes V kasi di mo maintindihan yung theme song: “Tato ni Ara Mina malaking cobra…”, “Boltes Payb lima sila, pumunta sa kubeta…”, “…Kontra Bulate!”
- hahaha! if i remember it right, bubble gang yung unang nagspoof ng kanta tas kinakanta nila to dun sa episode nila na ang dating daan? tama ba? haha!

41. Napanood mo din yung ibang anime tulad ng Shaider, Sailormoon, Daimos at Maskman. Saulo mo pa nga yung kanta dun: “Oh maskuman kayo ang pag-asa.. Iligtas kami sa marahas na kadiliman… Kami inyong ipaglaban! Sugod, sugod laban maskuman, ipaglaban nyo ang katarungan.. Sige, sige laban maskuman..”
- shaider at maskman lang. di ako nanood ng sailormoon.

42. Sinubaybayan mo ang Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa, Julio at Julia, at Cedi. Pinanood mo pa nga yung movie version ng Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa with Camille Prats.
- yea! love ko yung sara. haha! awang-awa ako sa kanya. tas kahit paulit-ulit sya, pinapanood ko pa rin. yung movie ni camile pratts, pinanood pa namin ng uncle ko sa sine.  sooper naaalala ko pa yung mga nangyari that day.  sa manila pa kami nanoond ng sine tas punung-puno yung sinehan kaya sa aisle ako nakaupo. as in dun sa daanan ng tao.  pati yung english version, pinanood ko. =)

43. Alam mo din yung “Ang Pulubi at ang Prinsesa” with Camille Prats and Angelica
Panganiban.
- hahaha! oo. siempre si camille prats yung pulubi tas si angelica yung mataray na prinsesa. haha!

44. Gusto mong sumali sa ANG TV. Pero alam mong hindi na pwede. kaya kuntento ka na lang sa panonood nito tuwing 4:30 ng hapon.
- three thirty na! ang TV na! haha! one of my faves to dati. naaalala ko yung bahay nila na gawa sa kahoy yung mga upuan and stuff.

45. Batibot ang usong palabas. Akala mo nga mag-dyowa o mag-asawa sina Kuya Bodjie at Ate Sheena.
- haha! oo. sa batibot, sa batibot.  pagmulat ng mata, paggising sa umaga, sa batibot, sa batibot. haha! pero di ko inakalang mag-asawa sila. 

46. Alam mo yung tono ng pinausong kanta ng show na “ATBP.”: Isa.. dalawa-tatlo..
apat-lima.. anim-pito-walo.. syam-sampu… labingisa-labingdalawa… labingtatlo…
labingapat-labinglima…
- yea. kinakanta ko na nga yang kantang yan nung tinatype ko yung comment ko dun sa batibot ee. haha!

47. Napanood mo ang Batang X.
- yea! si ana larusea at john prats. sa channel 5 pa ito dati ee. tas meron ding movie to.

48. Sabay kayo nanonood ng yaya mo ng Marimar.
-  haha! yea. i remember, nasira ko yung key namin nun sa front door sa super pagmamadali mabuksan yung door para makapanood ng marimar kasi nasa labas pa ng bahay sina yaya.  as in naputol ko yung key kasi pinaiikot ko sya tas ayaw mabuksan nung Yale na lock. yun pala, di ko naipasok mabuti yung key sa keyhole. haha! all because of marimar.  ayun, dahil sa nangyari, lalo kong do napanood yung marimar kasi di ko naman nabuksan yung yale na lock tas napagalitan pa ako ng daddy ko habang tumatawa sya kasi super lakas ko daw para matwist at maputol yung key.

49. Nanonood ka ng kahit alin dito: “Okay Ka Fairy Ko”, “Oki Doki Doc”, “Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata”, “Palibhasa Lalake”, “Ober da Bakod”, at “Home Along Da Riles”.
- haha! yea, every thursday night yung okay ka fairy ko with vic sotto.  every saturday yung oki doki doc withy aga. every tuesday or monday yung palibhasa lalake with gloria romero, john estrada and yllana. every thursday yung home along da riles.  home along da riles yung pinakafave ko dito. haha! ober da bakod ata monday with janno gibbs. haha!

50. Galit ka kay Clara kasi sobra naman talaga sya mang-api kay Mara.
- hahaha! nakakatawa. pinanood ko pa yung movie nito! haha!\

51. Pinanood mo din yung “Villa Quintana”, “Esperanza”, “Anakarenina” atbp.
- esperanza lang.

52. Mga love teams na nagpakilig sayo: Juday and Wowie. Jolina and Marvin.
- no. i don’t like wowie. ayaw ko din kay marvin. haha!

53. Alam mo yung commercial ng Tender Juicy hotdog na ganito: “Dear diary, Carlo sat beside me today. He’s so cute! Sabi niya I’m pretty kaya lang I’m fat.”
- hahaha! oo. nasa bedroom sya tas nagsusulat sa diary. yung end, kumakagat sya ng hotdog. haha!

54. Kinakanta mo yung “Thank God it’s Sabado, pati na rin Linggo…” at “Isa pa, isa pa, isa pang Chicken Joy”.
-  yea! haha! naudso to sa school with iba’tibang versions.

55. Nasa channel 2 pa ang Eat Bulaga at ang Mel and Jay.
- yung eat bulaga, alam ko na nanggaling sya sa two. pero yung mel and jay, hindi ko alam na pinalayas din pala sila ng dos.

56. Nakikita mo sa balita na may mga kultong nagtatago na sa kweba, kasi magugunaw na ang mundo sa year 2000, at yung mga computer daw bigla na lang mag-shu-shut down at mawawala na daw ang technology.
- haha! oo. mga nakakatawang versions sa imbestigador at magandang gabi bayan yung napanood ko.

57. Chinese variety shows ang palabas tuwing umaga ng linggo.
- yea! yung hindi mo talaga maiintindihan kasi walang subtitles.  tas anggaling nung mga karakters kasi lumilipad sa mga bubong from the ground.  there was a time na nagkunwari akong naiiintindihan ko yung sinasabi nila, naniwala naman yung playmate ko. haha!

58. Matapang ka kung napanood mo lahat ng Shake, Rattle and Roll movies.
- haha1 di lahat napanood ko. pero nanonood ako nito. pati nga yung patayin sa sindak si barbara, pinanood ko.

59. Narinig mong i-announce sa radyo yung death ni Princess Diana. Biglang nauso yung kanta ni Elton John na “Goodbye, England’s Rose.”
- alam ko pero hanggang ngayon, di ko alam kung bakit super celebrity syabukod sa pagiging prinsesa. di ko rin alam ang dahilan ng kamatayan nya. sorry naman.

60. Nasa VHS yung mga movies na pinapanood ninyo sa bahay.
- yea! nagrerent kami every week ng mga movies. until now, nasa bahay pa yung VHS namin.

61. Kung babae ka, naging crush mo si Leonardo di Caprio dahil sa Titanic. Kaya nga lang, bawal ka pa tumingin sa kissing scenes nina Jack at Rose. Haha.
- haha! yea. paano mo nalaman? haha! pero napanood ko to nung grade five na ako.   

 

 

 

 

have you ever wondered? May 14, 2008

one of my favorite things in life is exercising the power of my brain in nonstop wondering about things, answerable or not, funny or serious, sensible or otherwise. like for example, i wonder how the heart really works. does it just suddenly say ”this is the one” when it feels like it? or there are guidelines to follow before it screams “ting! ting!” in your ears? or is it like the timebomb that just explodes on the very second it has been programmed to explode, not minding who it explodes upon, just hitting whoever is on that spot, which in the heart’s case meant that it just falls in love with whoever your eyes laid upon on that exact second it has been programmed to fall?

why does it seem that you only attract guys [or girls] that do not fall under your category of “possible partner in life”?  or in other totally different yet somehow the same case, why does it seem that you only fall for the jerks?  or in yet another heart related tragedy, why do you seem to always wanting unreachable or untouchable and unavailable guys?

why do you always look for something you don’t have? why do people envy  you for something that you have and you envy them back for something that they have? why can’t you notice those qualities other people envy you about?

why is ice cream a great anti-depressant? why do chocolates also act equally great as antidepressant as ice creams do? why do sweets, in general, are so good? why do people name kisses kisses and shaped toblerone that way with series of triangles? though i must admit that the trianlges made it easier for me to eat and divide toblerone.

why are there rude people? why can’t we just have sweet people on earth? just a while ago, i had another encounter with a ‘ketchup # 5″. i was ultimately embarassed and i wanna kill her. 

why don’t people know that smoking in public and enclosed places was prohibited since 2001? why don’t smokers know that they will face a fine of 10 000 and they can be imprisoned for a minimum of six months to one year? i read about it in Inquirer just now.

why do i have a crush with Senator Alan cayetano? why do i like adovich? i also have a crush with drew arellano and chef rob.  why? a crush with derek ramsey can easily be answered though.

why is money so easy to spend that a week’s allowance can be gone within a day without you noticing how and why? why is it that a half of thousand and a thousand too small for my spending?

how do i become my parent’s daughter? how do you become your mom’s son or your dad’s daughter? did i choose them to be my folks when i was still a mere soul in heaven? did i do choose them or did they choose me? did their soul or whatever choose me in the baby bank? was it like choosing a stripper you want to table, they can see me but i can’t see them? was it like choosing a car to buy? was there a brochure were my picture and my features were posted among all other thousands of unborn souls and to-be mom’s and dad’s take their pick from there? was there a line of unborn souls and the exact moment my dad’s sperm met my mom’s egg, i was the next in line? if that is so, then i could’ve been somebody else’s daughter if another man’s sperm ovulated another woman’s egg earlier than my ‘rents.

or was there never a chance to choose who goes to whom because a Higher being dictates it?

how can scientists say that there are absolutely no life form on other planets? shouldn’t they not expect that life forms are different from planet to planet? what if the life form on jupiter is so beyond our imagination and our satellites just couldn’t detect it? what if the life forms in venus are, say, take ghost form? they aren’t solid nor liquid nor gas. obviously, our gadgets won’t be able to guess that they exist. 

then speaking of babies, i wonder if babies can really see angels. what do you think? or can people with near-death experience see ultra bright lights before their souls were forced back into their own bodies? can souls really separate from our bodies while sleeping? i surely want to try it one time. maybe tonight i’ll tell my soul to wander in malate while my body takes its much needed rest. or maybe i can tell my soul to teleport to japan or france, whichever it desires to see first because i definitely want to see japan again and tour france for the first time.  gee, astral travel vis-a-vis teleporting , really cool eeh!

but then again, why teleport while astral traveling if i can do it without leaving my body behind? much cooler is astral traveling AND teleporting, doing both on different occasions.  now, that really is amazing!

now i wonder what happens to the dead people.  their bodies, i know what they rtransform into since studying for more than half of my life provided me ome basic knowledge and evidences.  but to their soul? no one can really support their claims on as to what happens to the souls of the dead.  do they really reside in heaven, hell and purgatory? if that’s the case, where really is heaven? are clouds part of heaven or heaven is way higher above clouds? is it in stratosphere, mesosphere or ionosphere? or in the space, perhaps?

then there is still the case of hell? where is hell? in our bedrocks? in the mantle or right in the earth’s core? are there really nine levels like what Dante’s Inferno says? or there is just one level with thousand room? or maybe it resembles a large function hall without divisions and all can see one another? do devils have heirarchy of commands in their organization if they do have organizations there? are those maximum security criminals the big bosses there? are they really wearing red suits with tails? are they really carrying big forks? what the hell are those big forks for, anyway? do they have blinking horns? do they have thick, black eyeliners under their eyes?

 then that leaves us the purgatory. if heaven is said to be up there and hell is down there, the n purgatory stays here in the middle of the two? here with us, alive people.  ow! they might be souls lurking beside me while im typing this blog post. o-oh.

 and then, speaking of typing this post, which is all about the things i wonder about, i now wonder why i wonder about this mixture of wonderful and not-so-wonderful things. and i wonder when will this wondering end? and i wonder, what makes you read this wonderings?

[this is already too long. which makes me decide to aptly end it here.  but my wonderings are in no way near its ending. which means this post is to be continued on another post, in another time, at another surge of ideas and realizations.]