i have always wanted a guy best friend. it is one of those crazy things i have always kept inside me throughtout these years. there is something about the idea of having a guy’s being coexisting with mine that really drew me.
*****
it is always good to have that constant someone that you can ask about whatever whereever whenever.
it seems appealing to have that someone who can act as protector [talk about physical harm].
it is pleasing to have someone who can give you the perception of the martians [male].
it seems good to share venusian’s [female's] version of things in this goddamn existence.
it seems interesting to have someone you can practice on on how to mingle with their kind.
.
these reasons and a lot more.
*****
i know the reasons i gave were vague and too general. they were also not mutually exclusive to guy’s friendship since by girls’ friendship offers those perks, too. and i do get those from my girl friends, me having hundreds of them. frankly, this is because i cannot really put into words the reasons of this battiness. all i know is i want a guy’s real friendship. but if i have to put this bluntly, i’ll say:
it is interesting to have something atypical of what i already have.
the quest is still on.