current addictions
life is full of sweet, as well as bitter, nothings. there are too many things you have to take note of during your whole lifetime in order for you to obtain the right to say that you actually have ” a nice life”. or sweet life if you prefer. or happy life. or [insert a positive adjective here] life. and here, i have taken note of some of mine.
ice cream
hey! when i told you about little things you have to take note of, i really meant little things. and ice cream is one on the bunch. though some might argue that this is no way to treat ice cream (ice cream is not just a little treat from God, it is actually one of the biggest, you might say. i’ll answer suit yourself.) ice cream can actually cure depressions. heck, it is the most successful kind of antidepressant i know of. it usually always works. at least for me it always works. no matter how bad your day is, no matter what crisis you are facing, no matter how many buckets you have cried, ice cream will always fix it, protect you from it and rehydrate you for further crying sessions. try it. you can kill your neighbor if it wouldn’t work for you.
ice cream comes into different types. there are the always reliable to show up in your neighborhood or in front of your school gate whenever you are craving dirty ice cream. there are the different brands and sizes average ice creams offered by magnolia and nestle and selecta. they actually are your average ice creams because they are so ubiquitous that you almost always eat them and you somehow end up naming their taste as the normal taste of an ice cream and you rate other ice creams as worse or better than they are. [mind you, there are lotsa lotsa better better ice creams than magnolia and selecta selections.] there are the slightly better than average ice creams like arce’s and pinoy sorbetes which offer specialized flavors. there is the uber expensive ice creams like haagen-dazs. [sadly, i never have experienced them before. they are just too expensive for my humble weekly allowance. but i tell you this. someday, my fridge would be full of them. mark my word.] there are the forever favorite sundaes from either mcdonald’s or jollibee. there are these pinipig-coated ice creams placed on sticks for easier eating. you don’t have to carry a cup and spoon with you if you want them. pretty convenient eating, eh? and there are your another ubiquitous ice cream stalls which stands on almost all parts of malls. there are too many of them in the malls with names like mr. softy, soft ice creams, ice cream corner, jungle freeze, etc. see how popular ice creams are? they. are. everwhere.
and ice creams come in great variation of flavors. from your ever common vanilla, chocolate, cheese or ube to the little bit unusual flavors like blueberry cheesecake, calamasi or green mango to the most complicated combination of honey con cinnamon and cloves, toffee walnut and rum, pumpkin and maple syrup ice creams. a real treat ice creams are, aren’t they?
songs
and music is a big part of my life. i love music though music doesn’t reciprocate my feelings. [somehow, the music god hates me. he never ever lets me carry a tune.] anywho, when i say music here, i am particularly pertaining to these songs i am having an LSS nowadays. yes, songs. many songs. in the weirdest state, after i have gotten rid of the previous LSS here will come a new one. after i have gotten rid of several new ones, the old will crept into me, asking for my attention. here the cycle of my LSS songs will start and perish and start again.
im yours by jason mraz
I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, i'm sure (there's no need to complicate our time is short it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x no please don't complicate, our time is short this is our fate, im yours. no please don't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)
this kiss by faith hill
It’s the way you love me
It’s a feeling like this–
It’s centrifugal motion
It’s perpetual bliss.
It’s that pivotal moment
It’s Impossible
This Kiss, This Kiss
(Unstoppable)
This Kiss, This Kiss
you’re beautiful by james blunt
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
stolen by dashboard confessional
You have stolen
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart
I watch you spin around
In the highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We all look like we feel
You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart
all that i’ve got by the used
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn’t even scream fuck me
I’ll be just fine
Pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine
Pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
the only consolation i have from having this is that in the least, the songs i am having LSS on aren’t as petty as kagatlabi or itaktak mo. wouldn’t it be embarrassing if i just belt out remember me of renz verano in the middle of the street while walking along faura?
Friends
and i meant friends. i so love being surrounded by these people i consider important and dear. i am the type who would rather have small set of friends in which i feel comfortable to be with. i would rather be in a company of just one, two to three friends who i can be totally myself with. yehess, i think i can never survive a day without them. currently, i am into nikki and zap. and i am missing camile.
dancing
ohyea! please don’t stop the music. dancing is a breather that relieves me of my day’s tension and allows me to meet people outside orcom. heck, it was due to street dance that i become semi-PH. dancing is the passion which connected me to the world outside orcom and dancing itself. this is where i met ado. wahaha! and this has to be said, dancing keeps me fit, somehow. haha!





