From My Perspective

a variation of the randomness of the random musings. only this time, i exerted some effort to categorize my ideas and thoughts for easy understanding. but yea, snowball post this still is.

resume

people are passing their resumes to their target companies, and to their not-target companies for that matter. whatever. my point here is that people are busy making things for their future and here i am blogging my life away. i just can’t help it. i am too lazy to send out my cv’s to companies out there because i feel like my experiences, or lack of it, and knowledge are insufficient to make me survive the jungle out there. i actually have drafted a copy of my resume. but i am feeling like is  not really good. most of my activities were done during high school. most of the activities i participated during the first three years of my college life were for UPM streetdance. not that i have any regrets but i just couldn’t put

• danced in sayaw manila 3 – jan 20, 2007
• danced in PE Recital first semester 07-08 – sept 25, 2007
• danced in sayaw manila 4 – jan 26, 2007
• ….
• ….
• ….

in my cv. those activities are so unrelated to my target career. they might just laugh at my attempt to get into their company. i am afraid. i am afraid.

contact lens

boo boy. i bought a new pair of contact lenses today. and i hate it.

the color is gray and it was actually ok looking though the green one was better for me. but the color wasn’t the big news yet. it was the PWR [whatever the PWR means. anyway, i was referring to the thing called grado in tagalog]. i asked for a 2.75 and they gave me a pair with 2.75 PWR. i thought everything was ok. i was happy. i immediately went to the restroom to change my lenses after i purchased it.

BOOM! i was sooo disappointed. i didn’t get better vision. for those who couldn’t follow what i was talking about, read this. my previous contact lenses, the green one, were way past their expiration date. i had been using them for a year now but the product was actually good only for six months. [i didn't throw them immediately because aside from the fact that they were still usable, i didn't have money to replace them]. the green pair were still usable though my vision were getting awful as months past the expiration passed by. anyway, i thought when i get to have a new pair, my vision will greatly improve. boy, how utterly wrong i was. my vision didn’t improve.

it was too late when i realized that it was already a year and a half since i last had my eye check up. since that time, my vision went worse. i bet these two eyes are now requiring 350 PWR. so yes, my new contact lens are way too low on the PWR than what my eyes actually requires. these new contact lens are practically useless. i just wasted money.

how disappointing.

Crush

i like nerd-looking guys. they have this x factor that draws me to them. they are smart, intelligent and sensible. it is as if they can be everything. thus reliable.

i like ado. i was telling this to people but nobody believed me until yesterday. it was actually funny making them believe that i really like ado and he isn’t just an escape goat. i liked miah. now, you can see the trend. i like those nerd guys in television series. i love watching beauty and the geek. i truly love tyson from the new season.

why bother with those good-looking, egoistic guys when you can have someone sensible, reliable, easy-going, fun-to-be-with guys around you? another thing, they have higher loyalty rate.

friends.

i just have to tell you that i love it that i can talk with them now. it feels good to have new friends. i loved it when zappie told me she misses me. it feels good whenever nikki and i laugh at things. it always feels good to have new friends you can talk to. the only problem i have is that we are from different worlds. haha! really. orcommunicology speaking, we have two ultimately different schemata. our fields of experience are too different that the overlap is actually too small. i hope we can make it bigger through time though. haha! there were times i was so clueless of what to say. i don’t know how to react on certain things. i don’t know how they perceive things. the uncertainty is still quite high. i hope we can lessen the uncertainty through further communication. i hope. i hope.

i already love them though.