a mystery solved!
wahahaha! first things first. i think i have finally uncovered the mystery of my life. is he a gay? as in for real? this ain’t plain assumptions anymore. sayang. i do like him but no thanks. haha! now i know why he didn’t fall for me. he’s not playing on my side. haha!
anyhow, it makes me wonder why gays never fail to sprout in my life esp in the most peculiar place, in my love life. i mean, why do i always fall for non-guys?
for the record, i have an ex of three times who is now a full-pledge, all-out gay. it is ok with me and i wasn’t really surprised. heck, i guess nobody was surprised when he finally accepted to himself what he really is. oh, in fairness to him, he acted like a straight guy during those times that we were together. i wasn’t hurt either. i wasn’t infatuated with him anymore when he made his confession to the world so it was all right. actually, there was even a joke that he finally decided he’s gay after his last heartbreak with me. naks!
it wasn’t the last time that i fell for a gay [or bi. whatever]. i have a long list of guys i admired who i learned are actually non-guys after sometime. heartbreak, haha!
kaya kay ado na lang talaga ako. di naman siguro bading yun. =)
don’t misconstrue this post. i have nothing against gay people [lesbians are another story altogether]. in fact, i love them. my best friend in college is a bi. and i am proud of him. i have friends who are all-out gays and i love them. i just don’t like the fact that i experienced heartache because i fell for a non-guy.
