randomness of the random musings
beware! this is a real snowball post. my mind is on the run and thoughts are way too jumbled. one might [whathe heck? surely is the word here.] find it hard to follow the train of thoughts. these are random musings.
almost a week has gone. i haven’t even noticed until now. it is thursday and tomorrow will be friday, just one more day and i’ll be going home again. not something that i am really looking forward to. don’t get me wrong, of course i love my fam but spending a day in our house isn’t in any way enticing. not when i have to teach a first grader every sunday. it feels like i am being forced to go back into elementary days whenever i have to teach the youngest bro. i have to read the digraphs, pang-abay na panlunan, mga karapatan ng batang pilipino and prepositional phrases over and over again. it is just so not the best way to spend weekend. but i have to admit i am looking forward to the cakes and ice cream in the refrigerator and pastries and chips in the stock basket. hehe.
another wek is about to come to an end. i noticed this week is the slowest and the saddest in his department. he isn’t making his presence known anymore. the conversions have turned into slow, unpersonal, shorter ones. i think it will be just a short time before it halt completely. this phase is so much like standing beside the deathbed of a loved one. it is as sorrowful and the consequences are just as unthinkable as one. then of course there is ryan on the sideline. though i must say he isn’t really on the sideline if you delve about the situation. it is much more like he is on the top of the building situated on the street. wahai. the girlfriend still matters more.
and then here comes villar with the most complicated task for the semester. but what can i expect from the second semester of my junior year? it is in no way near being easy. in fact it is also in no way near hard. it is ultra mega uber super difficult. haha. of course i am also super exaggerating but nonetheless, it is still ultra mega uber hard.
in the midst of all these complaints, i do think my planner is doing a great job. [ i am entitled to see good things every once in a while, right? even on the most absurd objects in the planet.] it keeps all things i classified as important. it keeps me in track through constant reminder of things i have to do. [of course i have to open it every now and then so it could do its reminding-me job. it doesn't speak nor yell, you know.] and it has my depest secret inside its covers. haha!
tomorrow is nikki’s birhday. getting her a gift is the trickiest part of the ordeal. i still don’t know her that much so getting what she really wants is kind of hard to do. even now, i still can’t figure out what must i give her. i was thinking of giving her a mmemory box but i decided against it. first, there’s no goodlooking box to buy. second, prices are way off the budget. actually, prices are the least of the worry but since those highly priced yokes are not good enough in the appearance department, i didnt think i should get it. and so i didn’t. in the end, i got her a cute pen and a birthday card. next to think about is drew’s birthday gift.
and then i am thinking that i miss henry. golly, how can i miss him when i wasn’t even able to spend time with him except for those long conversation hours before? i can’t understand the way i am dealing with things in this bloody life of mine. i am no pessimist. ok, may be i am one. but not that much anymore. ohh, ok. i must stop this now before things get worse. i should never write whenever i feel down. never.
