you start your trek towards that person whose chest always implies you are safe. you start to reach out for that hug that boldly tells you no life’s sadness can ever harm you. that hug that always works its wonder to your frail being and wounded heart. that chest that seems always strong for you. that chest that.. that hug that..
your life is anchored to it that when it was denied to you, your soul, without faltering, left your body.
ilikeyouasbigasearth
i have never felt unsure in my life as much as i am feeling at this moment. i have never felt so confused until this time. i have never felt such jumble of emotions as today’s. i have never been more clueless. i have never. never. ever.
the butterfly whispers, the tiger roars. the sun smiles, the moon frowns. the heart speaks, the mind shouts. the love screams, the rationality and logic whispers calmly yet much disturbingly.
till when do i have to stay in this limbo? i know, i know the perpetual answer to this ubiquitous question. till i choose to stay, you say. but it is more than that simple move when you are finally in there. and i choose to stay. but is not to say everything is a bed of roses. thorns prick my frail being more than necessary.
shall i stop telling how much? shall i not observe transparency? shall i keep what i feel to myself? am i doing this right? shall i wait for something uncertain? shall i not ask for your presence? shall i or not?
in the meantime, maybe i shall turn a hundred eighty degree turn on you. in the meantime, this is the last time i am going to say i like you as big as earth.
imissyou as big as earth
i died for the second time today.
i badly miss you.
