you start your trek towards that person whose chest always implies you are safe. you start to reach out for that hug that boldly tells you no life’s sadness can ever harm you. that hug that always works its wonder to your frail being and wounded heart. that chest that seems always strong for you. that chest that.. that hug that..
your life is anchored to it that when it was denied to you, your soul, without faltering, left your body.
imissyouverybig
and you are back to your place. yes, your place. yes, the place you call your own without ever pertaining to the legalities and documented rights. yes, the place your heart never ceases to recognize, the place that always abates your mind’s unwarranted uproarings.
but what it once had been untarnished performance was multiple times slaughtered tonight. because for the hundredth time that you tried to seek solace in its bosom, it also for the hundredth time failed you. every try breaks your heart even more than the last time.
after some more futile attempts, you gave up. you got up and turned your back from the water that always witness your teary cheeks. you got up and turned your ears deaf from the once-soothing sound of waves spanking the rocks at the side of the street. you got up and turned your eyes closed on the playful bright lights of the streetlamps. you got up and started to trek your way towards the dormitory. you got up and you gave up.
you finally discovered how tremendously you are aching that no world’s wonder can abate it. because no other presence you are craving than his.
puppy
i feel like a puppy, always trying to follow you around.
i hate being clingy like a girl does but i love being with you.
i was already asking myself how do i go about it but you suddenly gave answer to my query.
thanks for the company.
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don’t know how to say it but i really, really do want you to know how much appreciated and celebrated your existence in my life is. is this too much? i don’t know. all i know right now is my summer has started to become more lovely when you showed up. you intrigued me in ways nobody else has done before. you provided me a past time more exciting than surfing the net. you made the cafe adventure more tastier. you make new experiences more exciting. you patch up the boring moments of my life with good conversations.
yesterday, i revealed one of the most complicated and unwelcomed part of my terribly complicated complication. i take it that you received it rather nicely, so far from what i expected. thank you for that.
one of these days, i am going to let you know something bout me again. be ready. hoho!
do i sound lovesick? don’t be fooled.
sana, sana ikaw din ganito. :p
